So, lately life has had it's downs, as it goes, especially during the holidays (generally, I mean), but I have been writing things that I like, which is good, and also I've been down with some music things.

current listening:

The XX: XX
Lil Boosie: Superbad
Freddie Gibb: The Label Tried to Kill Me
Pill: 4075: The Refill
Ben Ross's new shit
Owen Steel
traditional female country singers

"Divorce" by David R. Elliott

Honey,
you're always askin me,
why do I save a seat
for someone who don't ever come?

Honey,
you're never satisfied,
you look me in the eyes,
and I might believe

but for now,
I know I'm wastin my time.

Honey,
you're right she's left me,
no one could protect me,
my savior ain't gon ever come.

Honey,
you try impressin me,
I turned the other cheek
but I dont know where you're coming from

so for now
I'm leavin you behind.

His name ain't nothin for defining me,
here's losing him, here's findin me.
He sent me flowers and a wedding ring,
I geuss I shoulda listened to my family.

http://www.sendspace.com/file/i7tbt7

http://www.mediafire.com/?5htqmqxd1a1

I think that when that moment comes,
I'll quiver in the snowlightredgreen
newish blue,
and cover all my calenders in x's and o's
and that will be it then,
goodnight Mary,
you saw me through throwups and come downs,
and probably you had spare batteries
for my walkman, discman, camera.
that crisp summer
that cold winter
that long summer
that long winter
that new summer
that old winter
strawberry grass,
blue snowflakes
decorations of red on a green christmas tree
will never be the same dear,
when you're not here with me.